Gratitude list

Reflecting on the last month, here’s what I’m thankful for.

1. Live Christmas trees. I love coming home and smelling fresh pine.

2. Christmas music. Traditional Christmas carols never get old to me.

3. Spending a day at the coast with my wonderful hubby, celebrating five years ago when he asked me to marry him.

4. A week off of work right when I felt like I was going to snap. God seems to give me a break right when I need it.

5. My first electric guitar from my husband and a chance to expand my musicianship. (If you’d like to read the full, awesome story behind my Christmas gift, click here.)

Isn't it pretty?

6. Rest and creative time with my husband. I love that he enjoys being creative as much as I do.

7. Jon Acuff’s 5 Club. He continues to encourage and push me (and many others) toward passions, dreams and goals. I have a feeling 2013 is going to be a productive year.

8. Comforting passages of Scripture. As I read through the Christmas passages of the Bible, the familiar words made my heart smile.

9. Time with family. Laughter, food and copious amounts of crinkled wrapping paper make for a fun day.

10. Watching my nephews play Christmas carols on piano during a Christmas Eve service. They rocked it. (The big dramatic bow that my younger nephew took was awesome too.)

What are you thankful for this month?

But I don’t WANNA be thankful!

I get lost inside myself WAAAAY too much. As a result, I whine and complain about all the things I’m not happy about. I get consumed by self pity and the end result is one big, ugly mess.

I have friends with teenagers. Sometimes those teenagers get whiny. When they get real whiny, the parents will tell them, “I think it’s time to write a gratitude list.”

My husband once told me that same line. I wanted to punch him. I wasn’t done with my pity party yet. I refrained from my desired action and upon further contemplation, realized he was exactly right (as usual).

When I write a gratitude list, I make a list of ten items. No less. Rather than just picking a couple things, ten makes me think hard and dig deep into all the good in my life.

Part of worship is thankfulness. Bringing to God all the wonderful things He has done for us and thanking Him for it. I want to offer my gratitude here at rebooting worship, and allow you to offer yours. On the first Monday of each month, I will post my gratitude list. Lord knows I desperately need that reminder of all the good in my life.

So here’s my first one. I am thankful for:

1. People who are genuinely interested in how I’m doing. Someone unexpected went out of their way last week to come say hi and see how I was doing. It wasn’t just a “hit and run” conversation.

2. Rain. I love rain, and we got lots of it last week. (Thanks Tropical Storm Debby.) I also love how an afternoon rain shower dramatically cools down the hot, summer days that I really don’t like.

3. Being safe and dry. As much as I love rain, I love being snuggled up in my pjs watching it from my window. I was thankful to not have to venture out in the rain too much, and to not have any problems with flooding.

4. My amazing husband. I shared recently how we just celebrated four years of marriage. I am blessed with a man who makes me laugh all the time. We have a lot of fun.

5. A church service filled with people that I am beginning to connect with. I’ve been guarded and jaded for awhile. I’m slowly coming out of my shell.

6. Lots of friends, online and in real life. I am blessed with some great people and I love the new friends I’ve connected with via blogging.

7. Coffee. It’s one of the best parts of my morning routine.

8. Bubble baths.

9. My nephews. I have a ten and six year old nephew, and last weekend I invited them to sleep over at my house. We had a blast, and a game of tag showed me how desperately out of shape I am.

10. Music. I am finding that music music still speaks to me. Lately my soul has found a lot of peace in a J.S. Bach Pandora station.

What’s on your gratitude list today?