Recently I have been working on my dreams and uncovering some passions in my life. One of them is songwriting. It’s something I have felt called to do for years and have dabbled in with other musicians. One of my ultimate goals was to sit down and write a song all by myself. With the help and encouragement from fellow dreamers I’ve connected with on JonAcuff.com, and some motivation from theΒ Quitter ConferenceΒ I recently attended, I am beginning to see that dream come to fruition.
I’ve sat down this month and worked on churning out a few songs. I’ve completed two. Ironically, my first song was a worship song.
I found it funny that through all my criticism and ragging on Christian and worship music that I wrote a worship song. But I felt that I really wanted to pour out my own heart to God, with my own words. So often I feel I can’t sing along with a worship song because I can’t really get behind the words. So I wrote something that feels true, at least to me. It’s honest and simple.
I gotta be honest… I’m terrified about putting my music out there. My current songwriting capabilities are not where I would like them to be. But I know I need to start somewhere and my first few songs are not going to be stellar. But even so, this first song is kinda special to me.
So without further adieu or more excuses, here is my first song. I’ve got lyrics under the video.
Enjoy.
You AreYou are realYou are more than what I feelYou areYou areYou are more than a songYou are peace when all is wrongYou areYou are(chorus)You are perfectionYou’re my directionI want You to be all I needYou are consumingYou are movingCome be all I needYou are all I want to wantYou are all that haunts meYou areYou are(chorus)You are why I liveOr at least You should beYou are strength when I have nothing left to giveYou are the best of me(chorus out)
OMGoodness! It is so very obvious that you are working in your gifting. This is amazing for the first time you are putting your songs out in the world. You are a courageous and amazing woman! You go, girl!
Thanks, Mary-Beth. It’s been stirring in me for awhile. It’s about time I got off my butt and did something.
Wow! Jamie I am honored your sharing your music with me and others! You motivate and inspire me and I am so proud of you!! Thank you for blessing me!
Thanks Wendy. Glad it was a blessing.
I was hoping for a more gangsta-rap-rock flavor, but that might be me projecting onto you! Hahhahaha
Thanks, baby. I love you too.
Grateful that you would share with us. I’m curious, are you as self conscious about your writing as you are your music or is that easier for you to make public? For me, hitting publish on the blog is what chills the blood.
Hope we get to hear more soon.
Good question! Writing is much easier for me than music. I don’t know what the difference is. Maybe it’s because I feel a bit more confident in essay or story type writing than I do in songwriting. I think another part is that music feels like a more vulnerable part of me.
I also hate videotaping myself, so that part didn’t help either. π If I could do an audio recording (and I hope to do a better audio recording sometime) I think it would feel a little less awkward for me.
“For me, hitting publish on the blog is what chills the blood.” I love that line.
Haha, thank you! Feel free to use it π What you said interesting, though. I guess we just each have our “thing.”
YAAAAAAY! It takes SERIOUS GUTS to do what you just did. I’m blown away by your talent and courage. I’m not doing a youtube video anytime soon unless its for my 2 year old π Then it doesn’t have to sound so pretty π haha! GREAT GUITAR PLAYING while singing! That was awesome!!
Thanks Jim! That means a lot!
Great job! I finally had a chance to sit down and watch it! So proud of you for doing it! Keep it up!
Thanks Tammy! I’ve written two others and have created a youtube channel to keep putting them out there. I’m hoping inspiration keeps striking.
Thanks Tammy! I’ve written two others and have created a youtube channel to keep putting them out there. I’m hoping inspiration keeps striking.
What a lovely song!
Thank you!